So here is a little up date on BSSM. Last week I was able to reach my half way mark of raising my tuition, which puts me at a place where I am able to start school, and will have the rest due after school starts. This really excites me, but at the same time I am very very nervous. School starts in less than 1 month and I am hoping to head out there a week or two early. Everything is coming so quickly, and there is still some big needs and things that still need to come together.
The first big need is a vehicle, I am blessed right now to have a car that has gotten me through this summer, but is in no shape to make it the 2,000 mile trip to Redding. This is a huge need, and honestly it seems quite impossible to me, but I know I have a big big God, and nothing is impossible for Him. : ) Please be praying for me on this one.
My second need is a job. I need a job that covers my living expences. I have been on the job hunt through the internet for the past month or so, and have a few leads. Please pray that God brings the right job.
My third need is housing. I have contacted a few possibilities, but most have not worked out. I am waiting to here back from one possible home but it might be full. Please pray that if this is the right place, that it would work out, and if it's not, that the Lord would show me something else.
One of the things I heard the Lord say to me in the past few months, was that this journey to BSSM would bring me to the end of myself, which is where He came begin. And honestly it is so so so SCARY!! I have these needs that are way beyond me, I am coming to a place where I have nothing else but Him. So I just ask that you would pray, and pray big time. This is such a scary place for me, there is peace in this place, but it is scary. Last night I was at a prayer meeting at River of Life, and as I was praying and just asking God what in the world He is doing, the band was playing Healing by Hillsong. The words they were playing at that very moment were "Nothing is impossible for You You hold my world in Your hands" which as you might imagine really stuck out to me. Nothing is impossible for Him, He holds MY world in His hands. I love that is says He holds MY world in His hands. Sometimes it's so hard to know that He indeed holds MY world. Anyway, those were just the words I need to hear, and I believe He was speaking to me. So please please be praying for me, and if God tugs at your heart to help me in anyway, please let me know. God bless you.
YEAH! I love it!! He will bring you to the END of yourself. Can't imagine that's going to feel comfortable for ya! Oh GLORY!!! This is going to be amazing!!
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