trying to bring Him into focus

God, who are you? Who am I? and why am I here? The last few days I have just been lost. I don't know who the heck I am and who the heck I am supposed to be. I feel like I am trying to navigate this world with no direction and all alone. I have have all these goals and am really trying to build my relationship with with my God, but the harder I try the harder I fail. At this point I really feel like there's no hope. No hope to really get close to God, no hope to get healthy, no hope to find the guy God has for me, no hope to have strong friendships. I just feel so frustrated